Friday, March 19, 2010

Wishes I could turn off..

just for a little while.

Everything just gets a bit too much sometimes and I can't handle it. I used to be such an attention seeker when I was a teenager, always wanted to be around my friends or bfs at the time. Never gave anyone space.
Now I can't get enough alone time. something is always happening now. Theres always so much drama. I hate drama.
I hate unnecessary noise
I hate arguments
I hate feeling rushed
I hate feeling dirty
I hate lying
I hate feeling sick and tired constantly
I hate being stuck at home
I hate not working
I hate doing all the housework all the time
I hate being so dependant
I hate not being a better wife and mother.
I hate not really knowing who I really am anymore. But most of all..
I hate being so hateful..

Because I never used to be.

No comments: