some people say the glass is half full.. some say its half empty..I say, are you gonna drink that?

I've been getting myself so worked up about all the pros and cons in my life, things I want that i don't have.. things in my life that I wish i didnt have..

I've been acting quite negative.

I've been quite bitchy lately. It's not pretty.
I went to the Lady Gaga concert last night. Had been looking forward to it so much! She really was awesome. I thought so anyway.. mainly because in between a few songs she kept saying to her 'little monsters', "don't give a fuck about anybody else, you are who you are and you can be whoever you want to be". And she said it in such a meaningful way. It really touched me. It made me feel a little better about myself. Theres been so much stress and drama in my life lately.. and I haven't been handling it very well either. Marital dramas, motherly dramas, dramas with my own mother, dramas with my family in general, dramas with my house and car when things keep breaking.. remember mentioning how much I hate drama in this blog. Everything gets on top of me and I become very negative.


Well I don't want to be one of those people that write nothing but negative blogs all the time, like my life is just like a half empty glass. I don't want to be one of those people that only write the positive things of their life in the blogs either because that would be lying. There is always going to be negatives in your life.. but theres always going to be positives.


So from now on i'm just going to learn from the negatives and get through them the best I can so i can look forward to the positives.. take life as it comes. Stop focusing on the positives and negatives all the time and just sit back a bit. Not think about whether its like a glass being half full.. or half empty but drink it all up and get through it, get on with it!